Letting go of the oranges

I believe in the trinity. Well, THAT trinity too. but that’s not what I’m talking about right now. I believe in mind, body, and soul–keeping all those parts of a person in check to reach a life balance.

Admittedly, reading that thought on the page seems very new-age and Zen. Eh, I don’t know whether that’s the case in reality but I know that people with incredible hustle (like Russell Simmons) believe the same thing. (Except it sounds better coming from Russell.)

My life lately is an example of what happens when it gets completely out of wack because you didn’t try to balance the trinity.

My work life has overwhelmed me. Working more than 10 hours a day over several days (really weeks but who’s counting?) has made me focus on things that aren’t my goal–becoming the best storyteller I possibly can. As a result, the body part of the equation was out of whack. Eating like I was back in college is not good. It’s the opposite of good, totally bad and not in a Michael Jackson-video-street-gang way.

I’ve been down this road before and it’s lead to some serious health problems and well as extreme unhappiness. I can’t go there again, most especially if it’s not toward my goal.

So imagine my pleasure when I went to Mass today and the priest told the story about monkies and oranges.

Here’s the quick summary:

A man made his living selling monkies. He was superb at his job because he found the monkey’s Achilles heel–oranges.

The man would carve out coconuts and place a fresh orange in them and hanging them back up in the trees. When the curious monkies would come closer they would try to get the oranges. When that happened, the man would throw his net up to capture them.

Moral: If they would have let go of the oranges, the monkies would be free.

Sometimes we get caught up in things are that not good for us and are not part of the goal. We lose track and veer off the course. Things become complicated and the ultimate goal is never achieved.

To fix that we need to let go of the oranges, no matter what that maybe. Easier said than done? Of course but it’s part of the experience, part of what makes accomplishing the goal that much sweeter.

When I decided to start this blog about a year ago, it was to chronicle my path toward finding myself.  I knew it was going to be difficult. Learning who I really am and getting to know me through writing and literature is the journey of a lifetime. There is no short cut for this but there are detours and meandering roads that will steer you the wrong way. Part of my journey is learning from those detours and to come back to the right path smarter and tougher.

I’m pedaling as fast as I can toward the right direction. I don’t know what I’ve learned yet from this detour but when I find out it’s only going to make me a better storyteller.

And isn’t that the goal?

Moving but not going anywhere

Have you ever had those weeks where you’ve spun your wheels as fast as they can do but you didn’t really go anywhere?

I’ve had two of them back to back and it’s TOTALLY eating up into my writing time.

Use to be that I could go to the day job, come home, writing into the late night/early morning hours, sleep, wake up and do it again. 

But with changes at work. I’m way to exhausted to do anything else other than mess with Twitter and watch TV.

Moving in the right direction means what exactly? Learning to work with people. Have a flexible schedule. Be flexible. Yeah, I don’t think so. I think moving in the right direction means perseverence. Keep smashing my head against the wall until something changes.

Ironically, it’s also the definition of insanity.

And the crazy will start in 3, 2, 1….

Next month is November — Thanksgiving, Christmas shopping, and National Novel Writing Month.

A.K.A. NaNoWriMo.

I’m slowly but surely making the decision to participate in NaNoWriMo this year. The premise: Write a 50,000 word novel in a month. It can be done but the chance of going crazy increases by like 10,000 percent. 1,600 words a day.

I haven’t won one since I started but this year feels different.

Bring it.

So you know how I love the USA Network?

I love the USA Network. No, I mean I love it and one day want to be a writer on one of their shows. Seriously, if it wasn’t for Psych and Monk and Burn Notice, what would I watch? Just Steve Franks talking about Psych makes me push harder to be a TV writer, but I digress.

So my favorite network of all time has a new show coming out called White Collar. Imagine “Catch Me If You Can” .

Basic premise:

USA NETWORK PRESENTS ITS NEWEST ORIGINAL SERIES “WHITE COLLAR”
FRIDAY,
OCTOBER 23 AT 10/9C

SERIES STARS MATT BOMER, TIM DEKAY, TIFFANI THIESSEN AND WILLIE GARSON

USA Network presents its next
new original series, WHITE COLLAR, starring Matt Bomer (“Chuck,” “Tru Calling”), Tim DeKay (“Tell Me You Love Me,” “Carnivàle”), Tiffani Thiessen (“What About
Brian,” “Fastlane”)
and Willie Garson
(“Sex and the City,” “John from Cincinnati”). On Friday, October 23 at 10/9c,
WHITE COLLAR will debut with a special episode followed by 13 one-hour episodes.
The show is shot entirely on location in and around New York City.

WHITE
COLLAR is about the most unlikely of partnerships between a con artist and an
FBI agent. The story unfolds after charming criminal mastermind Neal Caffrey (Bomer) is caught by his
nemesis, G-Man extraordinaire Peter Burke (DeKay). After escaping from a maximum-security
prison to find his long-lost love, Neal is nabbed by Peter once again. Rather
than returning to jail for this daring getaway, Neal suggests an alternate plan
– providing his expertise to assist the Feds in putting away infamous and
elusive criminals in return for his freedom. Thiessen plays Peter’s wife, Elizabeth, an
intelligent, high-status event planner with a certain intuition of her own. Garson plays Mozzie, a friend of Caffrey’s with a strong
distrust of the Feds and an unyielding belief in conspiracy theories. Diahann
Carroll (“Grey’s Anatomy,” “Dynasty”) guest stars in the pilot and will appear
as a dynamic recurring character. WHITE COLLAR also features Sharif Atkins (“ER”),
Natalie Morales (“The Middleman”) and James Rebhorn (“Book of Daniel”).

WHITE
COLLAR was created and is executive produced by Jeff Eastin (“Hawaii,” “Meet the Marks”) and comes
from Fox Television Studios. Bronwen Hughes (USA’s “BURN NOTICE,” “Breaking
Bad,” “Forces of Nature”) directed the pilot. Clifton Campbell (“Street Time,”
Profiler”) and Tom Garrigus (“Swingtown,” “Everwood”) serve as
consulting producers.

Ain’t my side hustle fun?

Saw the first episode and you’re in for a treat.

What USA does well is focus on character shows. I know that I’m semi-quoting their motto but it’s true. Plot lines revolve around character motivation. True that the mysteries and situations are clever but they only make sense if viewers get a good sense of motivation.

It’s not any different with White Collar. There more than meets the eye with both of the main characters so it’ll be interesting to see how their personal inner conflict plus the obvious ones will play.

I’ll get to listen into a conference call with the creator of the show soon so I’ll let you know post up that dialog.

Latino Blog Tour: Mayra Calvani

Hello all.

Today we have Mayra Calvani as part of BronzeWord’s Latino Virtual Blog Tour. Thats the same tour that brought us Raul Ramos and Estevan Vega in the past.

This time there is no 10 plus one questions. I’ll just let her tell you about herself.

About Calvani:

Multi-genre author, reviewer and animal advocate Mayra Calvani enjoys writing for children and adults. A regular contributor to Blogcritics Magazine and American Chronicle, she’s a member of SCBWI, CWCC and Broad Universe. She keeps two blogs, Mayra’s Secret Bookcase and The Dark Phantom Review.

Additionally, she’s the co-author of the ForeWord Best of the Year Award winner, The Slippery Art of Book Reviewing.

Visit her newest, fun blog, Pets and Their Authors, where her golden retriever interviews authors’ pets.

Mayra does Spanish translations of children’s picture books, is co-editor of Voice in the Dark newsletter, and the National Latino Books Examiner for Examiner.com.

Check out her children’s books at Mayra’s Secret Bookcase.

Here’s the trailer to her books:

Book excerpts:

Crash http://www.guardianangelpublishing.com/crash.htm

Chocalin http://www.guardianangelpublishing.com/crash.htm

The Magic Violin http://www.guardianangelpublishing.com/magic-violin.htm

Embraced by the Shadows http://www.twilighttimesbooks.com/EmbracedbytheShadows_ch1.html

Sunstruck http://www.sunstruckthenovel.blogspot.com (in English and Spanish)

The Slippery Art of Book Reviewing http://www.twilighttimesbooks.com/SlipperyArt_ch1.html

For Crash in English

For Crash in Spanish

For Sunstruck

For The Magic Violin

For The Slippery Art of Book Reviewing

So I have this story to tell…

It’s 12:38 am and I’m burning the midnight oil. I’m working on a short movie script that will be shot this month.

But when I listen to this song all I can think about is the story that I can’t tell. I think about Alberto and Caridad. I think about Manolo and how much he loved Caridad and the circumstances that kept them apart and kept him from loving his daughter the way she demanded.

Alberto, Cardidad and Manolo are the protags in the novel that has kicked my butt going on a year. I know how the tale ends. I’ve already begun the novel. I’m six chapters in. I can’t continue.

Junot Diaz once said that a writer needs to get to a place where they can write the story they want, i.e. growing up. I’m not sure if I’m grown up yet for Alberto and Caridad. Of course I’m somewhat grown up to even think about them and what they’re story is. Or maybe just grown up enough to write up to chapter six.

True that that chapter contains a crossroads for the couple and things change but I can’t seem to write past that.

Or maybe it’s not that I’m not grown up enough. Maybe I’m just scared.

This book isn’t The Year of Us, my first novel. It’s not like Resentment, my short story or even like Jennie Manning or the Brown Sugar Mysteries. This one is special. This one has my soul and my spirit. This one has a bit of Cuba and of being Cuban. Or rather being the daughter of an exile, the story people don’t get to hear about or chose not to hear. Its not rum, cigars, and sugar cane. It’s not salsa dancing or Latin lovers. It’s about the universal theme of love. Losing it, gaining it, losing it again and then realizing you’ve had it all along.

Although I fear this story, it still calls me. Even now as I’m attempting to finish up a script and have plans to purse my mystery novel afterwards, its there. Caridad is calling me. She’s on the seawall in Havana, being sprayed by the sea, missing Alberto more than she realized she ever could. I miss him too.

What to do? Don’t know. But when this novel is completed, I may just cry.

Digging myself back out

I’m so sorry for the lack of postings. It’s been awhile since I’ve gone this long without updating on anything.
But I have a good excuse. I’m at the tail end of one project and in the critical beginning of another.
I don’t want to give too much info way because I’m not at that point but I’m doing a lot of writing. A LOT OF WRITING.
And by a lot I mean I have name the time of the day where I do this writing. It’s call side hustle time, SHT for short. Yes, I know it looks like another very bad word but there’s not way around it. Sorry. 😉
SHT is after I clock out of my day job. I spend hours in the late night and early morning writing, editing, polishing as much as I can to make it perfect.
Before I know it, it’s 2:30, or was on Thursday’s case 3:30, in the morning and I start the process all over again the next day.
That has been my life for the past couple of weeks so updating beyond 140 characters on Twitter has been a challenge.
So bare with me. I haven’t forgotten y’all so please don’t forget about me.

Giveaway Winners!

Sorry it took so long. Sometimes the day job just gets in the way of my side hustle and this was one of those times.

So let’s get started. Got a lot of stuff to give away. But first, how to claim the prize.

Since there wasn’t a lot of people who left emails, the winners will have to contact me. If you’re a winner, email me at icess(dot)fernandez(at)gmail(dot)com. When you email me, send me your real name and mailing address.
If I don’t hear from you by Aug. 19th, I’m giving your prize away. I’ll put all participants (the ones that didn’t win) and in a hat and draw the next winner.

Okay, here we go.

America Libre books. There were four to give away, one of which was signed. The winners are:

El Guapo, Mrs. V, Teresa Carbajal Ravet.
The winner of the signed copy is Laura.

The Psych contest was so much fun. To win, commenters had to guess the outcome in a scene from the premiere. Up for grabs — Season 3 DVD, Psych Comic, and a Psych book.

Reading through the comments there were A LOT of funny answers. I hope that Steve Franks reads them cause I think there maybe some fodder there for some future episodes!

Winners are:

Psych book — Natalie
Psych comic — Bubbles
Psych DVD — Charlotte C

The contest for Monk was a bit difficult. Only one person got the answer right which means that I drew names for the other two prizes.

Up for grabs – Monk season 7 DVD, and books.

Monk book 1 — Emily

Monk book 2 — DVRLife
Monk DVD — Pete D.

Thanks for playing. I’ll have another giveaway in about a week that’s connected to author Belinda Acosta!

Thanks again!

Q & A with Raul Ramos y Sanchez, Author of America Libre


I have yet to meet him face to face but Raul Ramos y Sanchez has quickly become a friend of mine. A fellow Cuban, he’s always offered to help me in anyway possible.

That’s just what we do.

This friend has written America Libre, a story that is thought provoking as it is dramatic. It’s recently won the 2009 International Latino Book Award for best Adventure, Drama novel in English. Here’s the summary

Time: The second decade of the twenty-first century. As the immigration crisis
reaches the boiling point, once-peaceful Latino protests explode into
rioting.
Cities across the nation are in flames. Anglo vigilantes bent on
revenge launch
drive-by shootings in the barrios, wantonly killing young and
old. Exploiting
the turmoil, a congressional demagogue succeeds in passing
legislation that
transforms the nation’s teeming inner-city barrios into
walled-off Quarantine
Zones. In this chaotic landscape, Manolo Suarez is
struggling to provide for his
family. Under the spell of a beautiful Latina
radical, the former U.S. Army
Ranger eventually finds himself questioning
his loyalty to his wife—and his
country.

To read the first chapter click here.

Here’s my Q & A session:

1) How did you get into writing?

I’ve worked as an advertising writer for most of the last two decades. So I’m sure some people would say I’ve been writing fiction for quite some time. In fairness, those more than 20 years in the ad biz gave me the time and resources to step away from the 9-to-5 grind and devote myself to work that meant more to me personally. In the end, one kind of fiction helped support the other.

2.) How did you come up with the premise for the book?

One of the first projects I began after my sabbatical from advertising was a public TV film called “Two Americas: The Legacy of our Hemisphere.” The film compares the political and racial traditions of the U.S. and Latin America and connected me with a fantastic team of international scholars. While working on the film, the idea for a fiction piece based on the same premise evolved. Once I began writing, the idea grew in a very different direction and AMERICA LIBRE was born.

3.) Tell us a bit about America Libre.

I like to think of AMERICA LIBRE as a romantic triangle in the middle of a revolution. My first goal was to write a compelling human story that would engage readers. In the process of that drama, I wanted readers discover some new perspectives about the Latino identity – and the dangers of ignorance and prejudice. To do that, I used the nightmare scenario of a Hispanic uprising on U.S. soil. I saw the potential for a future when a perfect storm of trends would collide: a violent anti-immigration backlash from supremacist groups, a fast-growing population of young Latinos, and a severe economic recession that made even menial jobs scarce. There’s one other volatile fact in this mix: No other immigrant group in U.S. history could lay ancestral claim to U.S. soil. If you look around the world, it’s easy to see how similar conditions have created ethnic conflicts all over the globe. I hope we in the U.S. are wise enough to avoid that fate. (“Wise” in the way Judge Sotomayor meant the word). I think a deeper understanding of our common humanity and a clearer picture of who Hispanics really are will help avoid the tragedy that I portray in AMERICA LIBRE.

4) Your background is Cuban but you’ve written a story based on immigration that seems to be similar to the Mexican American experience. Tell us about your interest in immigration and the choice to write about it rather than what some think is the typical Cuban American experience.

In the minds of most mainstream Americans, being Cuban is not much different than being Mexican. Of course most people of Latin American origin know that’s a misconception. I wanted to address that mainstream stereotype in AMERICA LIBRE. People of Mexican origin represent roughly 80% of the Latino population in the United States. So I thought it would be logical to reflect that by having the central character be of Mexican descent. Still, the marked differences between Latin American nationalities become very clear as all Hispanics are forced to band together in the story. I don’t want to give away any plot points with specifics but those who have read the book will hopefully see how these differences emerge. By the way, I have a yet unpublished manuscript, THE SKINNY YEARS, that focuses on the Cuban immigrant experience. For those interested, you can find more on my website. (http://raulramos.com/A_Skinny%20Years_Raul_Ramos_Sanchez.htm)

5)The book was originally self-published. Why did you go down that route and tell us about your experience with self publishing?

The suggestion to self-publish came from my agent. She’d never recommended that option to any of her clients before. But given my marketing background, she thought I might generate enough interest to catch the attention of a major publisher. Her instincts turned out to be pretty sound. In the first five months after the self-pub edition of AMERICA LIBRE was released, I appeared on 14 radio and TV shows and held three book signings. Is self-publishing the right choice for every first-time author? I’m hesitant to say yes. I had a book with a very newsworthy premise, two decades of professional marketing experience and the time and resources to promote my book. While it’s very gratifying to see your work in print, self-publishing can be an enticing shortcut that may get you no farther in your career. I would weigh the decision to self-publish very carefully.

6. )You’ve got a two book deal with Grand Central – what will the second book be about?

AMERICA LIBRE is part of a trilogy. The entire story spans 15 years and two generations. The second book in the series has the working title EL NUEVO ALAMO. This book begins the day after the first book ends and continues the storyline, adding some new characters and developing some of the minor ones from AMERICA LIBRE into central figures in the second book. I don’t want to give away too much. But I wrote EL NUEVO ALAMO as a stand-alone book. It was a very challenging process which is still underway.

7.) What are some tips you would give to other writers out there?

Rewrite you work until you are sick of it. Then put it away for a while and rewrite it some more. When you show your work to an agent or publisher, expect edits … and learn to love them. These people are doing you a favor. Your friends and family will love your work. But professionals will tell you the truth—or their version of the truth, in any case. Don’t be discouraged by criticism and rejection. Learn from it. Use it as motivation to improve. And most of all, keep writing.

8.) What’s next for you?

I still have the third book of the AMERICA LIBRE trilogy to finish. With the working title of PANCHO LAND, the book is already fully plotted out. I just need more time to put some meat on the bones. Right now, that time is scarce. Promoting AMERICA LIBRE has become a near full-time job. I’m not complaining. Just explaining.

And now for the giveaway. We have FOUR copies of America Libre to giveaway. And just because Raul is such a nice guy, he’ll sign one of them for us.

Here’s how to play:

Leave a comment in the comment section (make sure I know how to get in contact with you). We’ll place all the names in a box and pick them out. The final person picked gets the signed copy.

We’ll post the winners next week.

Thanks for reading along today and this week. It’s been a crazy week but a fun one. I’ve given away tons of stuff and of course we saved the fun stuff for last.

To buy his book click here: